That New Ish...

My energy...is all that I'm responsible 4 & I'm cool wit that. I try my best 2 bring nothing but positive vibes wherever I go. At 1 point in time I was bitter about a lot of cards that life has dealt me, but in all it means nothing...holding on 2 dead weight has absolutely no purpose & I can't fuck wit it. My happy go lucky got up and went...but in a surprising twist of fate...it found it's way back as of late. I will never apologize 4 being dope...ever. I hold no grudges against anyone & if there r grudges being held against me...well...sux 4 them...cuz life is too short 2 b petty...I love life and the ppl in it...my time on this earth was meant 2 spread love & joy 2 whomever crosses my path. Y should I deny the path that God set b4 me over dumb shit. Will I have days where I'm feeling less than positive? Most definitely but in the grand scheme of things...life will go on. My kids r happy & healthy...my money is straight...my family...is alive & well...life is good...like not just on paper or on the surface...but the core of my being...is good. I'm almost embarrassed 2 admit how I let so much negativity & dumb shit cloud my vision 4 so long, but u know...it's all part of the growing experience...and I finally feel all growed up...I am only responsible 4 my own energy...but I will try my damndest 2 make my positivity felt in all situations...in all my life's encounters...cuz I good enough...I'm smart enough & gosh darnit...God made me Awesome...so in the words of the greats New Jersey Wordsmith Redman...I'll Bee Dat