The Beautiful Experience

Just got home from a surprisingly exhausting recording session...took longer than I thought 2 complete, but it feels good 2 have it in the can...or on tape...or in the computer...however u choose 2 look at it. The seemingly simple complexities make me feel good as a songwriter tho...I love watching words come 2 life & take on new directions...I love the feeling I get as something new takes shape. I like the challenge...even more I like challenging the people I work with. I know the singer I brought in has never recorded a piece like this...hell...I've never recorded a piece like this, but it clicks...it works as a whole sum of its parts...yea I clda given her something simple & easy that we cld have knocked out quickly...but...this felt right.

Honestly, I just love being a producer & creative...bringing greatness outta myself & others. It gives me a purpose. It's a communication between me & a higher power. It fills me with hope & promise. It makes me feel...

Everyday I feel like I'm getting closer 2 something bigger than myself. Closer 2 who I'm supposed 2 b. I've spent the last few yrs running on an empty tank, just coasting on fumes. Kinda like the walking dead. So many wasted moments. So many moments that I don't even remember. It's like an addict coming out of they're haze. Like, really I did that? Or that's what really happened? I've been far removed from my purpose...far removed from my calling. But I can feel the veil being lifted & luckily my life...my future is still in tact. Don't get me wrong, I'm tarnished & weak, but not broken...& that feels amazing...

Ladies & Gents gather round...I just may have a story 2 tell